



12:08 AM
07/04/2009 Labels: is it a mircle?
12 pm sharp my third brother coming over fetch me and my parent go pray my second brother...
than 2plus 3 go striaght to old cck office to q- up fon my grandmother grave to take out and burn to hdb flat...
reach home around 6 plus bath than take bus went over to dickson house...
msg baby... no reply...
brain keep on telling me is silent break..
than go next room fuck myself again...
went home early cos very tired be4 my last msg eat 19 sweets// loll
hope will sleep early....
next day suddenly awake till now... it cant be...
bluff my dad tell him i eat 9 sweets, y should can be awake my dad ask me y eat so much
i kept quiet end up tell him i play for the fun out of it...
its like a dream tat i wake up at 7 plus tell my baby tat i was awake im still alive.. lol
very happy.. somehow... but when i check my phone when i wake up at 12 i see my msg
lol is all true... wtf... cb... y god cant let me sleep peacefully...
fuck... i go check my sweets raper
still there and is all empty oh fuck....
than y???? y cant let me sleep!?
is my sweets not strong enough!? cant be i steal my dad's///
my friend onli eat 10 sweets went inside hospital now still alive...
so i comfirm myself this 19 sweets.. which are strong in order to sleep peacefully without going hospital...'
i plan everything went so smoothly fuck and now i wake up lik nothing happens!?
fuck!? who the hack save me!?
or is it me....
fuck alll i too worried about baby thats y i wake!?
cant believe it///
wake up like nothing happen... not even a poison or sick...
wat the hell cb!!!!!
fuck after all i send all my last words.. this happen cb////
no one would ever believe me anymore...
i should have take a video of my own./././././
oh fuck don noe how to msg baby le.......
i should just shut my mouth it would be better///