



10:00 PM
12/04/2009 Labels: very blank... don noe wat to...
sunday
1.02pm
ytd..
11/04/09
4.03pm
me msg my gf:
"Baby u havin tuitioning?"
no reply from her.
11/04/09
7.35pm
me msg my gf:
"Baby. Busy till lik tat?"
no reply from her again....
11/04/09
11.51pm
me msg my gf:
"U sick? sleep? Busy? homework? me very boring? very irritating? Wat had happen? No feel le? msg me. 1 or 2 word onli lik cant be bother haiz no mood? very lifeless? Don wan me msg? me not romantic? me full of crap?"
12/04/09
1.18am
she replied me:
"I just now lost my fucking phone la think how u wan la i don care le . i toning outside"
12/04/09
1.45am
i replied:
"Think how i wan? U don care le? Got ever think tat u care? How would i noe ur phone lost? Just worry y nvr reply. Think i wan? Don even understands how i feel. How about u msg someone ur dearest tat didnt even reply? Lik ur friends or family how u feel? Fine. Am just asking. How do i noe for so long didnt met plus seldom msg. I don care how angry u r. Since don lik to reply my msg. Den forget it la. Cant meet Nvm cant chatNvm Now cant msg? Wats the meaning of this? U wan a silent break huh? or wat? i don noe wat u thinking u enjoy ur fun i disturbing huh?okie."
12/04/09
1.49am
she replied:
"Sorry if tat's how you feel but i'm like tat May leave if you cant take it . I don care le"
12/04/09
1.55am
i replied:
"Oh.... Got ppl in ur mind just say. Don need keep on asking me to leave wen i didnt do anything. Y keep don wanna reply? Mia? Now say unitl lik i said or done till im wrong and ask me to leave? U been telling u don wanna caer cos in the first place u didnt ba? Been telling i think i think i think. Who wanted a meaningless relationship? Wat i done wrong? Don wan me tell straight don need to push everything to me and ask me to leave. Derh."
12/04/09
1.59am
she repied:
"We could break if you wanted to ."
12/04/09
2.03am
i replied:
"I don wanted in the first place. Unless u wanted. Im just making myself clear tat. Y is this gonna happen between us with a sudden this kind of feeling of yours. Unless u noe feel. Had someone in mind wanted to break. Just say. Onli.
she didnt replied..
so i msg again.
12/04/09
2.32am
i msg her:
"So? If u realli wanted to break. i wont ask who u love. I wont do anything to the guy u had in mind. Just say wat u wanna say. I cant do anything though. Being with me got so negative feel ma? Need mis? or don need reply derh ma? Ask me to leave? Y been asking me to leave when u wanted to? i don lik silent break also. U wanted den just say. If i wanted i will also just say. But problem is. This few days. Or should i say after march? This lots happen? I don noe."
she didnt replied again...
12/04/09
2.40am
i msg her again:
"I don noe wats on ur mind. But anyway seems u enjoy ur ton. Sorry to change ur mood or maybe not. I don noe be careful. Nites."
she didnt replied again...
i cant sleep worrying...
so i msg her again...
12/04/09
3.50am
I msg her:
"Don noe y feel lik msging. when i read we could break if u wanted to i don care liao. Say till lik our relationship didnt even start. How i been treated u the day we start? Nothing??? Break means nothing to u??? Y i been saying u got someone in mind,cos u said this we could break if u wanted to i don care le. R u playing with me still bored den wan throw me away le ar? If u realli playing just say. If u realli wanna break just say i cant do anything. Lik i say if i wanted to break i will already say but problem is i nvr thought of break. Just been wondering how have u been. Worry or wat happen when u didnt reply. During ur schol time did i bother u?Even if got when u say i will stop myself to interrupt ur studys. Ur tuition time did i bother u? Homework u wan it do it peacefully so i nvr msg u le. Break realli means nothing to u? To me is a very big thing. Is very hust. Im lik tat. U sure? If so theres no reason i don noe. We been together foe 7 months and i don noe? It cant be. Or u mean i love the wrong person? And wanna break? timing so zun when i ask about everything onli left out ur phone lost den tell me ur phone lost. I believe it. But now u say we could break? tell u le. wanna break just say derh. Put it short and sharp i wont ask y. So do i. I nvr thought of break or even to bring up. U treat it lik nothing a nd bring break up lik a fun game? Pls put it sharp so wont hurt both partys. I don think u care. so maybe"
12/04/09
3.51am
link the msg:
"Im just the onli one gettin hurt? Lol cant be ba. U already noe wat kind of person am i le. I just want it all or nothing at all. Tats all its so simple. And not mia or silent break to me. No matter how busy am i, haven the end of day i will reply. Or even if got next day. I also will reply. Just to let u noe tat im fine. And wat im doin, this not about entertaining or wat.This is about how u noe each other and feel. Unless you were playing? Y i beensaying tat playiong or someone in mind. Cos i cant find anymore reason to put it. No matter how i would msg or reply. The onli way to tell me tat u say im lik tat. For 7 months le. i don noe? Don wan me don need me just say don need kept quiet blog is a dairy tat put wat ever u feel into it. And wat u think not about scare readers to read and not a advertisement to let ppl read. The fun out of it. Im lik tat. Lik i say if u don feel lik it don ever stay. Its simple and sharp to me u been always tell me jump and hows ur life sux and nothing else. But to others? How have u been good or bad. when u need me tell me how tragic and nothing else. When u good with friends or gans or just kept to urself and not me. Im a bf not a book. March 29. U not free. Feb don have 29 and after march this u tell me orh ya homework busy and the longestmsg u ever write is we could break if u wanted to i don care le or if tats wat u think i don care le. or cant u let me have a peaceof doing my homework. And tats all. When my last word being made u told me im sorry but too late i already ate 19"
12/04/09
3.52am
linked msg:
"sweets but den next day i woke up. Lik wtf. Den u told me u make a choice. Which u don wan so early tell me. Okie. I didnt persude anymore and now this. Break lik means nothing to u. How should i put it? I disappointed or all this well i just being willingly myself? I very blank. Think next thing u tell me stop spaming ur phone. Lol. Don noe la. Wat u up to oe wat u thinkin.put everything to urself unless those u trusted will noe wat happen. And me noe nothing and said i don understand about u. Wow. I nothing to say liao lo. Am i left out? Or i shouldnt be this bad just to care? 2 times old break u wanted to be safe which i thought we can be together forever and now. Break lik nothing happen. Wow. I wanted to. After those 2 i stop le. I nvr thought of break. And now? This. Wow. I think u don even bother to read. Or got fed up. I don noe. Think this is i can say ba. Even though i still love u lots. U don seems to appreciated. So i been unappreciated all along? And u just said i don care. Think u wont even reply. Let it be. Lik wat u say i don care haiz."
after all this no reply......
haiz...
today afternoon 12/04/09 12pm...
still no msg..... decided to write it here as a lost memorise...
2 plus watch a channel 8 show..
so touching...
"nothing cant be solve"
" there's a will, there's a way"
so how when i watch the show don feel lik posting the msg above.... le...
but since i write so much than i end the story ba... haiz.....
Friday afternoon 10/04/09
got 7 miss call got worried call back...
he told me he kana fine of $300 of littering...
wanna borrow money from me.. but to say i just send all my money to sea le....
afternoon ask me go with him to tua..
they say wan me to sit tat chair and let god come to my body...
they ask i wan jump?
i said see first...
so phew i nvr but dickson have to
one fellow jump very big big god... lol the god come liao fucking furious ar...
keep on use his right hand to bang the table... and tok to dickson about god thing...
wow phew luckily they say not invole pls go away.. so i went away hahaha...
till night 3 plus reach home...
next day 11/04/09 12 plus in the afternoon got called from dickson...
when i just awake.. tok a lot about phone...
so i tell him i catch no ball later than go over to his house...
2 plus 3 reach his house he suddenly told me the fine was cancel lol the mans who fine him when to his house and withdraw the fine paper... lol....
than they told me got 3 plan of line ask me to sign...
luckily tat 3 plan let other ppl sign le.. phew...
scary... ar...
1 plan from singtel, 1 plan from starhub, 1 plan from M1
ask me to sign adult plan i take sim card they take phone..
all the payment they pay.. its simple i just need to sign and use onli don need pay a single cents...
lol so good y u don wan!? lol don noe just don wan lo... cos tat fellow got trouble with me in the past and now wan me help.. tat y so good. but i don wan... so she bo bian find other ppl but lucky to her she found... anyway... im happy with my own sim though...
even i get liao also cant use much....
my contacts onli have 7 contacts lol
these 7 contacts lol///
Abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz
sebas
Alvin
Braden Ite
Dickson
Jia jun Ite
Stacy Ite
so even if i realli sign up just to help them... i cant use much though... lol....
than today... 12/04/09 12 plus again... got 4 miss call from dickson... lol
tot something happen called back he told me at jurong point got fine of $300 from HSA lol
i told him not again!? lol
comfirm cock where got so zun wan.. lol now just wait for him come back lo... than see how...
now to my house clock is 3.16pm...
later than write i think or maybe don have cos tmr i have school le...
cant late late sleep liao must prepare... sad.....