



2:53 AM
28/03/2009
it was a saturday...
12pm sharp...
me dickson his gf and a birthday boy..
we went to jurong east science centre the omi i don noe wat la..
lol we when there and had our lunch in sakura...
had alsot of thing to eat.. but we onli eat seafood lol...
onli the birthday boy had to eat meats cos he cant eat seafood...
we went eat and eat and eat till we have dessert...
after for a while dickson and his gf got qurrel for a while and hopefully it end..
so we when to IMM at jurong east...
we went walking and more walking lol..
leg got a bit tired but its okie...
and than we went across a fish shop...
where the fishes with make your leg went very pretty...
but the funny part was the itchy part.. lol...
but be4 we start paying the birthday boy said " Lets go to the strong 1" which is a bigger fish...
there have 2 parts one is the small fish and the big wan....
they call it nibbling...
so when we went in for the strong wan... and goes hahahahahahahaha
lol
it is fucking itchy lol...
the birthday boy change his mind say wanna go to the soft derh but we say don la of cos..
its ex
$10 for just 10 mins...
wtf
nvm after that the birthday boy when home..
we went home soon..
a few min later when back to dickson house cos i just rmb my gf ask me ask something for her..
wow at first i wasnt dare to ask but finally ask...
was given something to me.. and ask me not to think so much everything is fine... lol
anyway later than dickson's dad wan me go to a temple to pray. he said is better if she can go..
my dad came at we at dickson house downstair the coffee shop.. my dad had the first time chat with his dad.. and everything when smoothly.
so i sms my gf asking whether she can come over tmr i and my dad and dickson's dad go lor..
gf say tmr need go with her mum go temple also!? lol i was shock! so zun!?
lol actually she go there for grand pa.. haix..
she don feel lik going...
she had lots of stress..
she told me to ask and i ask
like she told me for help lol
but she cant make... it okie...
but somehow i felt i lik a fool for asking...
like everything is .... lol i don noe..
but better than nothing la
haha
29/03/2009
sunday
early morning went to temple with dick's dad and my dad...
afternoon reach dickson house.. darlin wan tired after praying...
the whole afternoon slack with dickson till night he meet his gf slack for awhile 9 plus reach dickson house slack till 10.45 just to watch the ghost show than finish....
30/ 03/2009
monday
whole day sleeping
31/03/2009
tuesdays...
suppose to go with dickson and his gf to pasir ris.. but they last min change their mind end up went to sentosa
for a swim...
i wanna call more ppl to go with not im very odd they is okie...
and up go...
we went to siloso beach..
they went for a swim and i just eat breakfast at there.. lol
then soon after i went in swim lor.. lol than i discover lots of fishes lol..
i told them than we at there lik wanting to catch..
swim till 3 plus..
went bath than went to harborfront.. than VIVo
than 4-5 plus take bus when to dickson house... his gf take cab home soon after...
than we was very tired... than i felt lik meeting my friend which dickson also noe/// we went over... reach about 8plus.. at woodland... lol 7424433
tok much braden ask us wanted a dog!? a haizki lol///
me first tot of stacy than ask stacy come over...
we end up waiting for stacy and joshsua
so we play mahjong than see his wedding photo lol is lik realli lol...
stacy and joshsua reach our 2 plus..
we go fetch them back braden house.. we watch stacy brought some CD
dickson fall asleep we still watch till morning
they had their breakfast.. i resting and than they finish we all reach home...
oh yeah i finally smoke today also.. shiok sia.. and super dizzy!!! wow 1/4/2009
i was slept at 10plus in the morning than awake at 6.30pm... lol
wonderful i felt writing a long long msg to her.. but i think better don she stress already...
lol.....
hmmm life suc.... just y cant u give me a straight ans!!!??
just y cant u be realli think!?
if im bad than throw me away y bother keeping!? spare tire!?
i felt nothing more but all is just my willing... wonderful!
all i did was to. end up i was wrong for all i did.. i be blame for all i did.
wow... go la go la. stop saying im thinking that way... when u lead me to there...
stop saying is i anyhow think
stop saying that i think too much and don understands u
when u were the one who lead me to think all this...
how u lead me!?
no mood all the way with me no link...
happyness with all u can with ur wonderful new friends...
im nothing more but a dairy of ur... a sparetire..
when u need me treat me lik ur very very GGGOOOOOD FRieND
stop saying that u treat me like one when u never and push everything to me tat i think too much...
i realise that i didnt think too much....
i treat u like one and in return somehow i been all e way treated lik a good spare tire friend... isnt that wonderful who would thought that!?
who would wanted that just kill me u feel like throwing than throw don hesitate...
u and ur gang is enough already... so wat i cant be there.. stop think that u understand and u know nothing at alll.......
but u onli understands urself for ur beneife... wonderfulll
every after the feb month over.. we don meet... after the fucking ring was bought nothing happen yeahh...
fine i don understands... ya... i don understands alot about u and lot of shits i understands...
im a total fool a total jerk i ever been.... cheating by u abit by abit...
go have ur wonderful darling your most faithful of....
i had enough u been hurt in the past y drag me in now everything to me..... that is so fucking hurt just by suddenly cold war for the fuck don bother to reply don bother than throw la....
y!? chat seldom! no mood! eat much!
no mood; go vivo walk walk!?
no mood for everything; go play!?
stop ur fake face im been see or hearing...
i last time been tot u got bf u know y!? u know y!? i think tat!? NO u don,
and let me tell u y....
most the most we like hug like friends hold hand like friends... nothing much...
outside i sometime wanna lc with u but u don wan... the most i can is kiss...
y? y like tat scare ur darling see ar!? see already u in trouble!?
u r rich so wat!? don mean rich can play the fucking feeling of us...
u been played feeling so wat!? revenge on me!?
wow.....
wonderful...
great...
i don wan a slient break...
u wan break just break onli y bother!????
scare no spare tire!?
don worry u have lots....
i don need ur cakes or food.. or something u just use money for the fun!
i had enough of pain from u...
u always don care wat i do cos i told u my everything... now also same i been telling...
y bother to say!?
i don noe...
i've talk too much...
u promise ur mummy... not to share... fine..
i'll just be myself.. and no special anymore...