



8:59 PM
05/04/2009 Labels: think i cant go out a whole day... but i still theres someone for me to believe
sunday
ytd i felt my worst awake feel sian immediately lol than whole day sian..
lol today.. is sunday like wow omg 7 day more sch reopen... fuck sia... so fast...
just realise tat this 3 week holiday is my worst ba i think///
been slacking alone tried lot of way to slack with and u know wat!?
its friends.. even though.. being.... is hurt... but try happy with them
haha slack with friends... as though cant meet them in scho? no diff
i found something sometime ppl like ME say stress they do realli stress but wat happen the believer believe im stress end up i was having lot of fun in everyday living their they fully..
wow...
anyway...
at first i was tot of sch.. but end up maybe not...
cant realli believe everyone.. the best part is don ever realli believe those who are very close to u..
sometime u tot of telling the person tat close to u..
but they felt diff or anger...
life is all up to alone.. i know everyone noes but everyone can make life not alone.
lol i don noe wat im saying but i tried my best..
just by thinking the past....wat makes me regret
i try not to repeat but i repeated///
omg.... i don feel any responsibleabilty anymore.. is worthless..
wat for when u try so hard just to let ppl see tat u are exist when they don even know..
they don even care...
y im always the odd wan!?
lol at there goes everyone the odd wan... like a virus... there goes spread...
when those who realli had virus got ignore and those fakers who fake tat they got virus got cared...
those ppl i found i always kick away...
and now i cant kick...
total rubbish...
y i cant kick away..?
is it must be the pain end near my life than kick!?
wow i felt funny... the more i write the rain gets heavier and heavier....
wtf....
now the rain is super heavier....
anyway,, sometime i feel i cant wait.. lol don noe y...
cos when everytime i wait till i cant wait enough and i spread germs; than finally they come..
and always regret after i spread germs.. keep asking myself y cant i wait a bit longer!?
forget it this happen not once or twice but many many time...
y im always the wrong guy?
cos i easily get eaten!?
don care of myself or don protect myself than i get fault??
do anyone knows that!? they said yes...
oh shit...
everyone lik to feel special no one will...
so i be even,... and everyone odd... and so wats the diff? i odd again!?
wth....\
when ever ppl say they are serious, everything said to be serious but no action i had that...
how i hope my surroundings are not those kind but yeah.. is worst than i thought is those nearest to me... are those kind...
everyones knows that action speak louder than words..
everyone knows that words is hard to believe and mostly are lies..
but they didnt notice that they are already believe in words and not actions..
everyone likes to be the saddest or the hero...
they tot they are, but they are fakers...
all goes tok and tok and tok... everyone believe and when the ONE goes action. everyone cant seee..
so wats the point of saying action speak louder than words?
do u know wat!? last time i don hate anyone maybe cos im never been hurt or see.. like a baby..
but now i know wat i hate the FAKERS!!!!!!
and the best part is the fakers wont ever admit.. like the stealer don say himself steel...
thats FAKERS!!!!!!
readers if u do know wat it means, and agree with it.. u are not a fakers...
but if u doN.. than u are.. cos my english not good.. onli write down the feels...
so stop saying my english not good when u are a FAKERS!!!!!