



8:59 AM
first got chocolate from her..
second got songs..
third she seems to be happy///
fourth being a bi with her friends... i was lik wow lol
now hoping she realli does happy...
somehow i feel lik i was very unfair to her very lot... i've been feel quite bad even with sch... and now i hate school... i need money take bike can go where ever i wan.. but now i cant... wondering when can i take my bike...
anyway sometime if i got bike also not good scare my attitude change... and there goes i fly lol... anyway
as long thats shes happy, im glad...
ever msg her this even when study i cant stop thinking of her...
haiz...
onli i left a msg from her which is my happiest was just a "Nites dear <3"
and i reply "Nites! Muack!"
ever since it was 05/05/2009 12.54am
haha been keeping this...
even now still on my n81 lol//
i began to feel "love" or experiance lol..
funny though good will be damn good bad will be damn bad... not by words but by feel..
sorry i know i becoming more and more not being understands at times.. but i just...
"love" is such a perfect imperfect life lol
finally got the feel of the negative and weakness of "love" can die ar.... lol
or maybe i still don noe wats "love" is lol
try to ignore and focus on study ar..
must chiong!!!!!!! result some out good or bad also bo bian need chiong!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! HUAT LA!!!!!