



2:10 AM
ever wake up and though of quiting? lol... Labels: 5 days more =]
today never had any cig cos nvr buy//
wanted to quit but feel like smoking... lol... this nvr change when a smokers wawn to quit lol...
been looking for others to replace it....
pooor blog u been recieving wat i told u about quiting but i started back again .. and again...
like changing a habit...
ppls say this right u learn bad as easily as 3 days.. but once u wan to change to be better is hard as 3 years even though it just today....
below throat somewhere around chest... been having a feel to throw out something but cant...
maybe is smoking ba... ytd go smoke my last stick felt better by bit.. not many tooo lol...
haiz..... now is 24/05/2009 5.15pm...
lol hmmm waiting to go for my work at 8pm to 2am... than again sch....
wondering wanting to smoke or just quit???
my whole gums already cant take in the ciggarettes i smoke..
last time is when brush teeth than bleed.. but now like i cant taste blood when ever i go wonder...
who would wan that!? =]
haiz.... songs being heard in my mind without switching my phone on...
or songs being played...
lol.... think i gettin a hang of being sot!? toking to myself to my blog...
tok to myself or another person... lol...
i don noe... which one is me!? or both is just the same old me!? lol....
i think i need to go for mental hospital and check out...
loll
haiz.... maybe blog is best for me to stay at home and slacking at home and onli blog who tok back lik pets... how wonderful.... who listens and see don need typo wrong or english fail lol...
but lik stupid... living inside a world of yours... ..
lol my ever trying to post here is my intent to help...
but i was wrong blog is a persons dairy... when i read those... they say not happy pls leave i was like lol...
not happy than not happy lo... no one ask u read to be happy also...
sometime ppl are quite funny...
dare to post their wonderful life and their fake words out lol...
living in their shadows... poor thing...
those readers who think u are who im saying than u are wrong... cos im saying myself ...
i been living in others shadow to be wanted and not wat i wanted...
u know as in....
to be wanted!!!??
and not to be
wat i wanted!???
lol
something lik this... but now... is
lik i don noe wat i wanted like back to the old me who is aimless...
life is nothing when u don have any aims....
so y bother... feel happy ;lik =]
not happy than =[
but mostly in singapore ppl onli accept =] and not =[
lol so wat i meant was onli western area of earth lol... no matter u are =] or =[ they still noe u...
y???
the place we live in the envoirment
lol...
y tok to this...
flu is cure.. now left cough wow....
curing fast...
but my gums....
failure... who love to suck unhealthy blood look for me...!! lol....
been cough lik an old man...
WHOS LET THE OLD MAN OUT!!!!
who who who who... lol
haiz.... byebye huat!
boon huat jy...
lol my workplace ppl call me boon huat! so lol jy!!!
dear blog, think tonight i wont be toking to u but we still have a count down...
which is 5 more days to our day!!! wa... hahahahha... im stuck i think...
yawn...Zzz... see ya!