



4:58 AM
today was my happiest day of this week i think...
finally can be together for such a long time...
wow!!!
i been wanting to say this...
Everytime i hug you,
very comfortable
very peaceful
very wonderful
can fall asleep without knowing it
is like i wanna stay this forever without leaving..
i always very hate something.. about everytime i away from you.
eg. when i need to go home.. everytime we been seperated.
and i soon after i got this fear about your house there the lift.
Your lift is where we been seperated
i realli don like it.. like is been forcing us to part away..
the feeling like i rather die than leaving.. but i keep telling myself that there's still tmr so i hope i everyday can meet u.
everytime that feeling comes i cant stop my tears.
but i think u didnt notice..
cos my hair covered it. lol.. xD
lik wat u said 6 more years.. we can be together forever.. such a long way but i wont give up..
this is ever the very important thing i wanna say but i don know how to explain.
is that u may feel im very stupid. is i could just giving up my life for someone.
i already got once of giving up my life but god don me to die easily...
thats when i know my life is hard...
but i realli hope we can be together forever.
even though ppl don believe it.
hope u can love me like i love u.